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Friday, May 16th, 2008
12:46 am
Morrocco Day 1
Okay so i'm at Gatwick the smell of fish has been replaced by an overpowering scent of perfume. I could really do with a drink but they threw mine away :(

Okay well the flight was cool barring Tig leaving his phone turned on in the cargo hold so they had to delay the flight and go through the cargo. No one noticed. Was cool taking off it was sunny and the view was cool also Tig and me got to sit next to each other as a lovely man changed seats for us.

Arrived in Spain and there was a bit of kaos to get out of the airport. You had to cross the road to be away from the airport and into spain. Spain kind of looks like it should be dusty or sandy. After an hour bus ride and a long walk tying to get directions we found the hotel Rena Christina. As I write this we have just had room service delivered - grilled vegetables, chips and a very cold pepsi.

Our room is chilled, we are near the pool on a seperate set of bungalow type rooms and lots of palm trees. Tig and me are in for the night wooo Morocco tomorrow!

AHHHH my God its like sleeping in a changing room at the swimming pool. People closing doors repetedly, knocking and generally being noisy. Hope they shut up! ARRGH it sounds like a pta or eu board meeting. Its 12.30 wtf.
Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
5:28 pm
Softly, I will leave you softly
For my heart would break if you should wake and see me go
So I leave you softly, long before you miss me
Long before your arms can beg me stay
For one more hour or one more day
After all the years, I can't bear the tears to fall
So, softly as I leave you there

Softly, long before you kiss me
Long before your arms can beg me stay
For one more hour or one more day
After all the years, I can't bear the tears to fall
So, softly as I leave you there
As I leave I you there
As I leave I you there
Friday, August 6th, 2004
10:37 am
i am .......
What Pulp Fiction Character Are You?

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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
1:28 pm
taking over me :/
You don't remember me, but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream, and dream I do

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know, and all we had
You saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you are taking over

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

I believe in you
(I believe in you)
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me (taking over me)
You're taking over me (taking over me)
You're taking over me
Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
12:25 pm
i bored and skint so i cant baffie so i'll quizz
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: Lilly (dog)
x. Saw you cry: Tig
x. Made you cry: me
x. You shared a drink with: Karen and Peter
x. You went to the movies with: Tig
x. You went to the mall with: we dont have Mall's thank God
x. Yelled at you: The owner of the Dolphin pub
x. Sent you an email: shite its been ages... i guess it would be Peter

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes
x. Been to California: No
x. Been to Hawaii: no
x. Been to Mexico: No
x. Been to China: no
x. Been to Canada: no
x. Danced naked: When younger hehe about 10 lol
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: yes
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Yes!
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope but on long drives when i was younger i used to imagine a skate boarder skating along the car.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Yeah but not so much now
x. What book are you reading now: i'm not i'm reading cartons of juice "no gunk no junk just juice"
x. Worst feeling in the world: Untreated clinical Anxioty :/
x. Future son's name: James, chris dunno really
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes
x. What's under your bed: fuck knows i dont dare look hehe
x. Favorite sport to watch: any extreme sports
x. Siblings: 2 brothers
x. Location: London, UK
x. College plans: done and done
x. Piercings/tattoos: al piecings have closed up
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes a boyfriend

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: I did until recently, stopped now though
x. Do you drink: God yes when i can got hold of it!
x. Who is your best friend: Peter+Tig+Trish+karen+Tom ooooo all of you!!
x. What are you most scared of: not getting better :/
x. What clothes do you sleep in: Bart simpson kids pjs lol
x. Hair color: well at the minute its still got bits of red in it but its goldenish
x. Eye color: blue
x. Long or Short hair: medium
x. Height: 5'3
x. Weight: about 12.12
x. Where do you want to get married: Beach
x. Who do you really hate: people that are untruthful, people how judge
x. Been in Love: 3 times
x. Do you drive: learning
x. Do you have a job: nope
x. Do you like being around people: sometimes
x. Are you for world peace: yeah cos this world is beautiful and doesnt deserve bastard humans fucking it up and thinking they own it.

STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: nope it suprises me sometimes
x. Want someone you don't have right now: nope
x. Are you lonely right now: nope not at mo
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: Poe - centre of the sun
x. Where do you want to get married: said already, Jon dude you have a point.
x. Do you want kids: maybe if i get well

FAVORITE
x. Room in house: loft
x. Type(s) of music: Grunge, metal, punk, cyber, classical, soundtrack
x. Band(s): Nirvana, system of a down, Apoptygma Bezerk, Evanescence
x. Perfume or cologne?: perfume i guess
x. Month: November
x. Stone: dont know gem maybe

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: yes for a water type creature
x. Gotten sick: yes
x. Sang: yes kinda
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes
x. Met someone new: yes at cherrington house got chatting to a cool guy there.
x. Missed someone: yes
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: yes
x. Fucked someone: No, tigs ninja sperm is too powerful
10:51 am
Test thing
The Regular Jo(e)
Category III - The Regular
Jo(e)


You are the quintessential standard conjured by the
word 'Friend'.


What Type of Social Entity are You?
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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
3:34 pm
storm
Man this is some storm. Shit loads of fork lightning, shit loads of rain pouring and the thunder is so loud. Some serious shit but i do love it :)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
8:23 pm
nights goings on
Peter and Tig are getting drunk, mum will join in later. No drink for me I am DJ'in hehe. I was teh norty yesturday i gave Ben the rest of my weed/ skink not much but i had quite a few tokes. I still giving up the drugs but at least i'm not scared of them anymore. Yay! Ben is sound.

hehehe tigs draw a pictar of a pheesh for trish saying "dude" a flower in a pot holding gin saying "biscuit game anyone" and a lolly (lozzle) saying "lets watch kill bill again" hehehehe
Monday, July 26th, 2004
3:18 pm
More bday stuff
In the previous post i mentioned the fee of £98.00 each to be paid for travel there and back. I did however neglect to mention the fact that i will need the money to be given to me October the 14th at the latest. Thats one month before we go. Cheers dudes xxxxx
Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
12:09 pm
hopless
I cant get any help. Place after place tell me they can help, i write get Dr's letters and after weeks they say no we cant help because u live in Eailing. I wont have mike anymore, i wont have my drugs, i wont have anything :( Just left to rot away, another person that this worl wont have to bother with. yeah i can wait another 6 months with no help, of course. Oh just someone help me please. I cant take it anymore. The pills are helping but even those are going. My Dr is on holiday. I want to die so i dont have to feel like this. i dont wanna come off my pills cos who do i have to turn to when they are gone.

Current Mood: hopless
Monday, July 19th, 2004
12:15 pm
Oh my

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LJ Username
Your mother: tehangelphish
Your best friend: deeq
Your lover: tehangelphish
Thinks you smell great: binaryhero
Thinks you *taste* great: _penny_
You have subconscious feelings for: deeq
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12:13 pm
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Favorite Color
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Your Partner tehangelphish
Your Warrior darkcraft
The Giggly, Flirtatious Magic User with Big Breasts tehparksie
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11:51 am
I can relate to some of that
She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying, "Mama never loved her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends they've been tried for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
Is like a journey I just don't have a map for"
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

Mama never loved her much
And, Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
Friday, July 16th, 2004
10:58 am
Lyrics kinda guessd what they were lol
Now there is a line in Genesis 9, after the flood, kill men who shed blood.
Sharp is your needle, revenge is evil wrong or right.
Blind is our justice, cold as a Judas kiss, dark is the night.

chorus:
Dead petals falling on the bed, white crosses hanging overhead, deep is the
final breath, long is a man's death x2

Thou shalt not kill, cry from Calvary's hill, but a soul is a soul, as we slaughter our own.
Locked in a cage and guns at our heads, singing gospels of rage, saying they're better off dead.
One wip of the skin, wipes away sin, an eye for an eye, it's our hearts we're losing.

chorus:
Dead petals falling on the bed, white crosses hanging overhead, deep is the
final breath, long is a man's death x2

we all have our needles (echo's out)

Another bleeding heart x7

ANOTHER BLEEDING HEART!!!!

chorus:
Dead petals falling on the bed, white crosses hanging overhead, deep is the
final breath, long is a man's death x2
Friday, June 18th, 2004
7:10 pm
What a load of shit.
Just looking through all the stuff in live journal, I've missed most of the shit flying but as usual, Salma is at the forefront of the shit, in fact she shits and Andrew throws it. As Bh said grow the fuck up.

Salma get a life other then the one you've got going right now, the one that lives to destroy others. Don’t push me, really. Leave Trish yeah that’s right Trish the person who you tried to arse lick as soon as I fell out with her, leave her alone, unlike you she has friends around her who wont let you put her down and get away with it. Leave Peter alone, yeah my brother, who you tried to fuck with in mind and body. Bh, who you attempted to make feel guilty for not choosing some twisted whore over his friends, Karen who you were there for only to get information and use it to your own advantage and me and Tig, who you have hurt and fucked with. Your a nasty piece of work. We have a whole load of shit on you Salma and you know we do and what we can do with it. Last warning or things get nasty and that’s not an empty threat either. Now leave us all the fuck alone mmmm k.

Andrew I feel sorry for you, one day you'll see for yourself who you traded your friends in for.
Friday, June 4th, 2004
8:23 pm
I want the old me back :(

Current Mood: sad
6:42 pm
Retarded DRs
Well the plans i had are kinda out of the window ... the Cipramil which i was given by the DR shouldnt be taken if your epileptic :/ I could of taken them and then where would i be? Its only cos i'm over anxious and not so trusting that i didnt munch on the tablets. I spoke to my other Dr as he is the one that told me i shouldnt take them. He said i could take them and if i have a fit then stop, however i dont want to risk that cheers. I'm gonna have to go back to the DRs and see what occurs. Makes me angry, you'd think the dr would check it through its on my notes and plus i told her anyways bah!!

Current Mood: annoyed
2:09 pm
I b Home
Had quite a good time in France will right it up later. Yesturday i had a bad panic attack so went to the Drs. I'm now on Cipramil and Diazepam. I'm due to see the therapist in two to three weeks time. The guy i saw today who kinda put things forward was really nice, he was worried about my doing things to myself so gave me some numbers of nurses i could phone if i was having a really bad attack. Lets hope it will be ok. Sorry to my family for putting them through all this shit and to tig :/ I feel so fucking guilty its insaine, although part of me doesnt because i dont act like a tard by choice... ahh i dont know.

Current Mood: anxious
Monday, May 31st, 2004
11:03 am
Off to France yay!! Hopefully it will be cool xx Bye byes
Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
11:13 am
:/
Well the panic attacks are getting worse and becomming more frequent then i'd like :/ so i'm going to go and get some help finally. I cant go on like this much longer :/ Last night ugh i cant even put it into words. I need help.. i want this to stop. I never thought i'd be here, never thought i'd have panic attacks so bad that to end my life would seem a good choice. I wanna get help before i go to deep. I cant stand constantly fighting myself to try and stop the attacks comming, i'm tired and scared :/ I hope I get help and sort myself out. I have to :/
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